Reading

     Yesterday was the World Book Day. It is my first time to hear about that. I don't know that before. Many books is cheaper than usual before in the bookstore in China. I think a lot these two days about this. Book is very important to our life. Human as the highest level of the animal because of the knowledge gaining. How to get the knowledge? The answer is book. It is the way to civilization for human. It is the way to intelligence for human. One of the motto from Gorky is "Books are the ladder of human progress".

    I once liked reading very much. However, now I don't know why I don't like books and reading. I can't reading every day and focus on the book and reading that forget other things around or outside the world, only can hear my breath and the world I create from the book in my brain. I like that feeling. However, now it's hard to have that feeling. I like the feeling forget the time because of reading. However, now it's hard to have that feeling. I understand many adults don't like the book or reading as the time passes. There are many reasons, for example: have to work hard and a lot, take care of the family and children and socialize with people and so on. I think focus on the outside world a lot and news from the Internet a lot that would be the reason I don't have that feeling. So, let's enjoy the day to reading the book and forget everything.

Poison flowers (1)

     Today is a good day. Sunny and a little bit wind, made me feel comfortable. However, something upset or bitter inside the heart can not come out. I look out from the window. Everything seems to be in its rhythm. Nothing can be expected. My mood calm down but something different inside still live there, like it never moves out or leaves me alone forever. A self voice comes out, "Brother Mike, it's time to have breakfast". I realize it is morning time. However, it's have a power to pull me back to the bed. I still walk out to my room and go into the rest room. After brushing tooth and washing face, I go out into the living room to have my breakfast. Everything is usual,  nothing is expected to happen. However, I don't know what is expected to happen. Maybe something I expect to happen. That's love. The pressure of life seems to cover all the hope you expect to life. That's the reason why people is easy to give up their life or maybe even their lives. Life is hard. No one always smiles to life. They pretend to smile to life. After I eat my breakfast, I continue to try to find the work. These days I am asked the wired questions. "Why you have the career gap?""What happen to you between 2006 and 2009?""Why you don't work on that time?" I think that's my secret personal issues. Why do I need to answer those wired questions? Everyone has their life. You are just workplace, not everything to me. You hire me as you confirm my ability to work. That's so wired HR, at least I think that's. 

     A few days pass, finally I get the offer from a job. Actually I do not have any power to work that job. Pay is ok. However,  nothing attracts me, even after I work that job and find the coworkers and managers are find and easygoing. Those are not the reason to me to continue to work. Yes, it miss something. Something miss in my life. Finally, I quit the job. It's my tenth time to quit the job in these two years. Making money seems to not a power to me to keep moving forward. At least, right now is not.

Talk about Stop Asian Hate in depth

 Recently, I read the news online about a young teen shoot several Asian women. After this event, it raises several activities of Stop Asian Hate. I will talk about this event and my opinion to this event. This only represents my opinion and for reference, not aim to attack anyone using language or words. One of the famous basketball players states the young teen is a stupid guy and see what he is doing and that raises some people curse or use language or words to attack him.  Why these people use language or words to attack him? Are those people American? Why they don't think his words is right? So, they agree the young teen shoot the Asian women is right. From this you can see, some American people don't know what's the truth. Are they the white Americans? I don't know. Maybe. Because some white Americans are confident and look like they are the top race than others race. In USA, maybe the white Americans look for jobs faster than others.  Maybe many welfare gives to the white Americans. From the previous event like George Floyd you can tell something. Several days ago, a Chinese old woman is hit by a young white man. Is it related to the Stop Asian Hate? Maybe. Anyway, that young white man doesn't respect the old people. As you can see, how is this American country? Some people don't respect old people. What's the culture of this American country? Freedom? Freedom represents don't need to respect old people? I don't want to say any more, but you have the answer in your mind. Even he is the young teen, he kills the people so he has to be sent into the prison. I still see the good news to the Stop Asian Hate. Many people in USA attend the activity of Stop Asian Hate and shout out the voice to everyone. Yes, because many Chinese and Asian is quiet and they face many unfair situations to say nothing. However, silence can not solve any problems and it can not help others respect you. Now, it's the chance to shout out your voice to USA and the world "we are proud to be Asian and we have the chance to be treated same with others". Let our world be more peaceful. All of that is my opinion for reference. It is the opinion from the poor kid.